晴朗: February 2006

February 27, 2006

To Be Loved

Brokeback Mountain (To Be Loved)-張靚穎

I can see your face everywhere I look
but everywhere is nowhere without you'
what seemed to be like days
was just a moment in time
but it meant the world to me
cuz I knew

what i've been searching for all of my life
I had it right here - in front of my eyes
and what I've wished for was nothing compared
to what I received - when you were here with me

and if you'll never come back
and today was all that we had
and if I won't see - tomorrow with you in my arms
it won't matter because
now I know what it's like to be loved

you're so far away but I feel you so near
it's like you never left me - never said good bye
I can hear your voice in the crowd
I can feel you touch me right now
I can see you smile when i close my eyes

and I hold on to that every night
to help me understand - when I ask myself why
of all the people out there - you chose to be with me
to share a love so rare

what a beautiful thing - to feel your love within
like a child that sees the sunshine on the first day of spring
just to know it's true - there is someone like you
who can make me believe there is nothing I can't do

February 23, 2006

價值

不知道是哪一個學期初，我好像也因為老師說的一些話有一些省思...

今天林俊良說：「設計要有價值，要有想法上的價值；就算是三五句話也有可能是很有價值的。」設計和藝術不全然相同的地方是設計必須要具有機能性，必須結合藝術與科學；然後將你的想法包裝在客戶的需求上。一個產品、一部電影、一個空間景觀，都需要設計，而設計概念的接受度，就取決於設計概念本身的價值。

但我更感到玩味的是老師說那『想法上的價值』!

我不敢說這是我一直追求的，因為我知道想法上價值的提升是要靠很多經驗與知識慢慢累積；基服毎次大型活動，我每次都預先思考我要說哪些話，哪些話是適合哪個時間點需要給隊員們的鼓勵與刺激，希望我的一席話能夠帶給所有台下的隊員們一些影響、一些共鳴甚至是一些體諒，而不只是每次大型活動始結業式的例行致詞；昨天檢討會結束，雁農對我說：妳對基服的熱情好像永遠不會消失；晚上看到筱喻網誌上的心得；我很慶幸我的態度與一些話影響了你們，這是我一直期許我自己在這一年能夠做到的事情，不知從哪個時候，我漸漸的不把在基服的付出當成了負荷，而是一種自然而然，也許我真的希望每個人能夠在基服感受到我曾經感受到的溫暖；『世界上沒有筆直的路，也沒有沒有壓力的地方。』就是在這樣的地方，我們更認識了自己，我們都曾經在這裡遇到困難、沮喪、想要放棄，但也都在嘗試和勇氣之下，我們找到了不一樣的自己，這樣的路，誰都不希望是孤單的，所以我曾經接收到的關懷，我也希望能這樣傳送到每個基服人的身上。

三五句話，也可以很有價值。今後在大型活動，我要朝這樣的目標前進:)