DKNY 08' Christmas

尾聲

『 妳什麼時候要回家 ? 趁著妳回家之前，來吃個飯吧。』

就要離開台北了... 真的覺得有那麼多好朋友在身邊真是幸福 : ) 這張是今天和小芳子&阿炳在MOMO玩的好笑照片，大家看了都嚇到，說很不像我會作的事，朱書麒說我可是博命演出呢，噗 ! 期待下回能帶著好消息，回到台北。

Got lost

All that I need is just a little more trust, it's quite simple. Why my recover system is useless at this fucking moment ? The card in eslite said "When frustrations come along, just see it as other new page to read." I hope so, but unfortunately I can't do it right now. I just can't... This is not the time for God damn tears, you have to move on. Is that clear, stupid daughter ?

星星棉花糖‧畢業快樂

2008.6.7 星星棉花糖一次基畢業典禮，全員到齊 :)

一年前，我從深愛的基服畢業；一年後，我一手拉拔的新基們，也都要畢業了。

我說我感恩，慶幸隊上都是資優生，讓隊長沒有太多的煩憂；他們是在基服一個重要里程上伴隨我一起構築夢想的好夥伴；雁農、立森、韻蓉、文傑，都祝你們一帆風順，我最親愛的隊員們；他們比手語之時我一一注視他們一個個長大了的臉龐，我竟然紅了眼眶，很久了...我沒有這樣的感動，謝謝你們。 有你們的一句『 謝謝隊長 』，對我來說真的足夠了。

基服之夜是一定要照相的，來一個星星棉花糖六連拍，喀擦 !

Cool Google!

Koala found that at google, saying that's for Velazquez's birthday yesterday. It's really adorable and creative. Well done, Mr. Google! Ha :)

【教甄加油】彰化藝術高中

【筆試5/31】80分鍾，四題申論(各20分)，六題名詞解釋(3-4分不等)

1.徐悲鴻在中國畫之改良論中提出：「古法之佳者守之，垂絕者繼之，不佳者改之，未足者增之，西方繪畫之可採者融之」，你認同與否?試論述。
2.機動藝術(Kinetic Art)的特色與概念與丁格利(Jean Tinguely)之創作風格。
3.說明元代政治背景、社會制度與元代文人畫的關係，並說明其特色與發展。
4.何謂立體主義?
5.名詞解釋：法書、岩畫、鬥彩、巴洛克、普普藝術、公共藝術

→答題：主軸全圍繞在中西美術史，這次答題名詞解釋2.5題都空白時間到來不及，空白之外3張答題紙寫滿...這是明知不可犯仍犯的錯，下次一定避免；賢傑老師說：『時間的掌握還是最重要的。因此下筆之前腦海裡應該有大致的想法會寫多少篇幅，及分配多少時間在這裡。我通常會在自己預計的時間內寫完該寫的內容，並留下一段空間，萬一有時間，會回來再寫上一段引伸的觀點或個人看法。』另外，越接近敲鐘手越酸字越草，字還是要力求端正。

→掌握：這些題目拿到考卷第一眼瀏覽，覺得把握度不高，代表專業知能還是不足，要再努力補強，官恩說過：『各校題目相差十萬八千里，多準備不會錯。』

【初試放榜6/2】幸運過了複試，但當時寫完考卷只有一個念頭：我花了1200塊寫這張考卷真是貴，因為沒寫完就完全不抱希望，畢竟180個考1個，沒寫完怎麼可能會是11/180。不過知道過了即開始準備，謝謝老天讓我第一次考試能參加複試，讓我了解教甄的整個流程是怎麼一個輪廓。教具及個人資料部份考前已準備完畢，這時在做9個單元的模擬演示，沒有各單元都講過一次但大致清楚試教我會用怎樣的模式進行。

【複試6/3】試教10分鍾，口試5分鐘；知道身旁都是高手，全力以赴便是。

1.試教10分鍾：1900抽題『文字之美』1915上台，大致OK還算順利，下次要留意的是：板書書寫時機分配、結尾技巧、還要思考到底什麼樣的特質才足以讓評審覺得非你不可。

2.口試5分鐘共有3個問題：
(1)請簡單描述你對彰化藝術高中的了解。

(2)從你的資料上知道你的學歷很好，這也是學生與家長期盼的，你要如何輔導學生和你一樣?

(3)若是考上之後，你即將可能擔任本校首屆美術班導師，你會怎麼做?

→檢討：答題前要先謝謝口委，並盡量條列式，展現清晰思維。

【6/3放榜】備一 : (，讓我想起小學參加比賽，王老師說過：徐立璇超會拿第二名的...哎呀，但考教甄很現實，只要第一名，Second place is the first loser，所以要繼續加油。

【考試之後】當然感謝爸媽、老師、班上同學和朋友的大力支持鼓勵，大家知道我備一都好關心要我再加油一定可以有好成績，謝謝大家給我更多的自信，除了感謝還是感謝；邁開步伐要繼續向前 : )

Thank you, thank you.

First of all, I really appreciate about...everything I'm going to say.

Last night, one of the interview sense in the movie 21 present a student introduing himself to professor in Harvard medical school for scholarship. He shows how much he needs the money and that's the only one thing he lacks for Harvard. However, the professor says "Need is not the answer we want, everybody needs this money. But what we're searching for is somebody outstading and terrific enough." Yeah, I wondered. That's what I need to be. "I need it" is absolutely NOT the reason to convince the judges to give you the teaching job you need or you want. It depends on "You're good enough...or not!"

Today I invited Ms. Chao and Ms. Liu for advices about my profolio. Their ideas are pretty helpful and they really care much about me. Liu said "Don't worry, you'll be the one. " Chao said "Go for it. Don't forget that you're energetic. " It's warm, really. You are always stand by my sides to give courage in time that I need.

On my way back, the rain is just little. My insomnia is disappear for days. These little things are not bothering me anymore. God knows that, know that I hate rain and I'm sick with insomnia for a long time. And what's more, Jammy, villen and some friends share lots nice music with me. Life becomes better, I feel much better now. I'm really appreciate you all, who never leave me behind and always take much care about me. Thank you, thank you.

Brilliant songs

1. Aereogramme - Barriers

2. Jon McLaughlin - Beautiful Disaster

3. Travis- Closer

4 Jack Johnson - Constellations

5. James Blunt - Same Mistake - First I heard this song at the movie Ps I Love You. This is my favorite song in James' concert on May. 17, though I most wanna hear Tears and rain & I can't hear the music...His live voice is really great. See you soon. You promised.

JAMES BLUNT this week!

DKNY summer 08'

DKNY's stander color of each season is really a perfect speak in their clothing design and season's mood as well, just look at last Fall and Spring 08' and you'll know. And their spring color took the lead in the trend this year. Not only the color and the layout at each part(website, model, pic, poster...etc) are definitely on the top of the fashion design. On a sudden glance, which color is your favorite? After hearing an album, which song is most impressive? Usually you could have a very clear answer in mind. That's the feeling while I saw DKNY, though I'm someone who deeply believe in first impression, but it truely never disappoint me so far :)

Keep believing in yourself

Dreams really can come true, but they are most often the result of hard work, determination, and persistence. When the end of the journey seems impossible to reach, remember that all you need to do is take one more step. Stay focused on your goal and remember..... each small step will bring you a little closer. When the road becomes hard to travel and it feels as if you'll never reach the end..... look deep inside your heart and you will find strength you never knew you had.

Believe in yourself and remember that I believe you, too.

Lovely 1182

They got second price at English Drama Contest today. They are creative, inspiring and really really special. Fightting hard to prepare for a long time, these kids were so amazing. However it's pityful that they lose the first price but it doesn't matter, they are always the best in my mind :) And they are someone who let me know the true happiness to be a teacher. Because they let you know how much they like you and need you, hoping you to come back being together, calling you to complain trifles because you are someone they can trust and rely on, and it's always hard for them at every goodbye moment. The truth is that they really give me lots of courage when I'm in such a mess...

April. 18

Talking to Link about the master degree at dinner, he told me that the actual cost is over 1000000 NT dallors stay in Taiwan if I couldn't pass any school this year. Though it's much cheaper when compared with going to New York, which is almost over four times expensive. It reminds me I need to work hard to grasp too little possible chances. But in fact, it's not easy to just concentrate myself.

Not only the tests but also lots of things are pretty hard to figure out as well as my god damn insomnia for a long long time. Life becomes....I don't know how to tell, just disappointing.

Happy Birthday to HSNU

They are just so adorable, aren't they?

How is it going ?

晚上，除了貪戀的多回味了大學同寢的生活，也因為聊到了一些生活的目標與計畫，佩佩覺得自己現在漫無目的很不踏實，便丟了她的網誌讓我知道她最近過的如何；看了ㄧ看，我也想用這些簡單問題來檢視我的最近。(這好像樊雪春說的，要記得在你的生命裡按下暫停鍵，看一看現在的自己，然後再重新出發；我怎麼在喧囂的步調裡都忘了老師曾說過的話?)

這些便是這些簡單問題：ㄧ星期大概的日行程/生活的重心在?內容是什麼/最近看的ㄧ本書&電影&展覽&買的CD/現在最煩惱的事/近期的計畫。

讓我思索一下，我該從何開始... 其實我是要去睡了，都已經窩在暖暖的被窩，但連續幾天難以入睡一點都沒有好轉，這真是痛苦；累了，但闔上眼卻久久不能睡去，因為意識到還醒著腦子便開始再旋轉但疲倦又讓你不能清晰的思索因為腦子告訴你他想睡了然後你又很努力的想快快睡著但依舊是徒然，這是現在最煩惱的事。 為什麼煩惱?因為晚睡便會影響我早上唸書的精神和心情，說好要按時作息的而我想好好的遵守，就如此簡單，生活的節奏在掌握之中我總會感到舒服一些。『唸書』便是我的生活重心，這是ㄧ個令我陌生的生活重心，真不習慣...但除了這件事說真的也沒別的了，他的內容是多多多教育科目和背背背教育科目，不過現在他是我生活中親近的好朋友(好?!並不是時時刻刻埋首書堆，真是心虛...)，我想再多認識他ㄧ些。日行程我想千篇一律我不再贅述。

前些日子唸書ㄧ個段落，到公館吃晚餐，便順道走進金石堂。白先勇《樹猶如此》熟悉的書皮映入眼簾，我翻開開始讀；我記得這一篇我在高三時讀過覺得是好文章但不是那麼清晰我便再讀了回，相隔四年多，邊讀著我竟然覺得難過，隨著字句間的情節轉折與起伏在結束那ㄧ句『....那是ㄧ道連女媧也補不起的天裂。』潸然淚下，哭的嚴重，在書店急忙的拿出面紙悄悄的擦乾眼淚；我驚訝的是，對於人告別世間這件事，或許在讀這文字的前後時間中，我的體悟不ㄧ樣了，或說更害怕了我不敢確定。這是最近除了多多多教育科目外看的ㄧ本書。

那最近一部電影呢，是在敦南誠品看的《失戀排行榜》。我跟維捷都覺得很不錯很喜歡，也難怪陳德政說那天是他看的第"51"遍了，我很喜歡他在分享的時候說了他因為太喜歡那部電影而真正到芝加哥去找電影中的冠軍黑膠唱片行的那ㄧ段過程，語意透露出的執著我輕易便感受到了，也許也是因為我對紐約的初衷亦是如此吧，不論距離就真的想看一看心目中的美好是何等輪廓。

德政那天藉著電影說：『我們在生活上的很多決定都需要一個外在的觸發點。』而這接著講最近看的一個展覽：《伊東豐雄：衍生的秩序》。引發我對伊東作品的關注是去年有一天在台大誠品，在新書架上看到介紹伊東建築的書，其中這棟TOD'S的樹枝結構真是太吸引我了，至此之後開始對他的作品產生興趣，真幸運可以在台灣看到他的展覽，更是何其幸運這週五可以在北美館聽到他的演講，因為這檔展覽很多概念解說、草圖、競圖資料和模型，再加上他演講時精闢的說明，我對他的作品有更多認識；這檔展覽真是在我略嫌枯燥的生活中亮起的一曙光，和藝術脫軌太久整個人都覺得不對勁。近期的計畫是好好的考完試、把沒看的展覽都細細的去咀嚼一翻，當然會再走ㄧ次北美館，這次難得的建築展ㄧ次是看不夠的、回家:)、另外也要把這段時間想見卻沒見的朋友和朋友們的邀約都給實現。

Top film design

What is a journey?

A journey is not a trip

It's not a vacation

It's a process. A discovery

It's a process of self-discovery

A journey brings us face to face with ourselves

A journey shows us not only the world,

but how we fit in it
Does the person create the journey

or does the journey create the person
The journey is life itself
Where will life take you?

Nike's

After missing the lecture of Cheers in eslite, Accra and I decided to see Enchanted. This is a adorable & funny movie and most importantly...well, it remind me of my favorite Manhattan. Just before it started, there was a nice short film about Nike. That's the words I loved...

It's not about the shoes
It's about where you're going
not forgetting when you started

It's about having the courage to fail
not breaking when you're broken
taking everything you're been giving
and making something better

It's about work before glory
and what's inside of you
It's doing what they said you can't

It's not about the shoes
It's about what you do in it
It's about being who you are born to be

DKNY Orange 08'

學測兩天

【2/1】 這兩天又是ㄧ年ㄧ度學測的日子了，今年天氣不如去年好，下著綿綿不斷的雨，今天有一個遲到沒有辦法考國文的考生露出很不堪的表情看了真是不忍啊，我對他說：『下節課要早點來唷!』，他點點頭落寞地便朝禮堂走去...希望他其他科都能考15，真是個糊塗的孩子。中午姐姐和姐夫帶著肚子裡的男寶寶特地上台北說是要請我吃飯，真期待寶寶誕生，一定很可愛，迫不及待想要跟寶寶玩呢:) 下午收工後和小忠去永和美麗華看電影，HERO真好看，另ㄧ片是大爛爛爛片好後悔花那兩小時啊(倒)；還有我想說311的司機實在是太奇妙了，噗。

【2/2】中午，秋慧老師牽著他的小兒子走進校門，我遠遠便看見，開心的走向前去；原來他叫做安安，臉蛋擁有的是那種百分之百的可愛，去逗他想和他玩，他只是不斷的躲到媽媽的身後，老師說他很愛玩只是妳跟他還沒熟，雖是如此還是有些失望...接近中午，考生也陸陸續續考完英文出來了，眼看沒什麼事情(每次做考生服務第二天總是很無聊)，就跑到陳秘書的辦公室去找安安；這時安安坐在電腦桌上玩新接龍，ㄧ副煞有其事的樣子(大家注意，這位小弟他才三歲)，原諒我實在太喜歡小孩子，我呢先用糖果騙到他的信任後，就把他抱起來放在我的大腿上開始教他玩接龍，這小鬼其實操作滑鼠還頗行的，真有他的!每當牌移動一次我說成功，安安就會舉起他小小的雙手跟著說『成功~~』，可愛極了(大心)。之後維捷今天剛從宜蘭回來吵著要ㄧ起吃飯，我便放下安安，跟他說姐姐要去吃飯了；ㄧ路上和維捷聊的很開心，也就沒想到要再去找安安玩，可是回到學校，安安一看到我就笑著朝我這裡跑來，這個模樣真的無法形容的討人喜歡，我順勢把他抱在懷裏，他開心極了；今天遇到安安，真是快樂無比。

我的媽咪

我說：『我跟妳說，這個世界上沒有人比妳對我更重要了 :) 』
媽咪：『妳是在唱歌嗎 ?』


噗哈哈哈哈~~~我的寶貝媽咪超級幽默的!! 哎呀，才剛回來台北又想回家了>*<