Everytime I try to talk about my problems with the counsler, it is difficult to hide my tears when speaking of my sorrow even if I didn't know her before. I think that is a proof that I can't face my own weakness. I never do that successfully...
It's me. It's part of me that people do not know.
Althought I have some problems that I can't solve myself, life is going on. I don't want to but I ignore them most of time. Things happen like that, what I could try to do is unknow. But however, I don't want to give up for a hope in mind that everything could be better.
If I want to control or change something that I can't indeed, I might often feel bad. (Silly...I exactly know it's impossible.) Unluckily, I don't know who can hlpe me and the fact make me feel bad also.
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也許不能沒有遺憾，但我想讓自己不要有更多的遺憾。
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好久不見了，立璇兒，即使是在網路這虛幻的次元裡頭。
今天天氣又變冷了，聽說是要連續好幾天。這一個禮拜，我得每天一大早就站在校門口執勤，哈，真是個辛苦的差事。
最近在忙什麼？有去美術館嘛？有機會真該去聽你給我說說美、藝術......，那些已經離開生活許久的美好元素。
明天得強迫自己早起，開始一天充滿瑣碎事務的日子。沒有和煦的陽光、徐徐的風來給我打氣，只能用與生俱來流淌在心窩的溫熱血液，在廣漠的世界裡，把自己的臉頰醺得紅通通。
窗外的風使勁地吹著，我在想著你那燦爛的臉蛋兒。一如往昔，你還是這麼美麗。
前些日子，想把自己的座位好好的整理一翻，發現好久以前你送我的一些小卡、送我的一朵小花，坐在巧拼上細細的讀著那我幸福擁有的文字。想你的時候，去看看你的網誌，才發現那樣清晰的美麗透過文字又再浮上心頭...
一直很喜歡小明的世界，跟立璇這樣匆忙急促的生活不同，我也想有個小小的城堡在心頭，可以一個人靜靜的享受這世界的美妙。
新的一週，早晨的執勤、瑣碎的工作，以許會有一些意外的驚喜喲:)
^///^我也常想起妳
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