November 18, 2008

Rose & Life


"Life's not all rosy", that is from The secret of Grain which weird film surprised Fiona and I a lot. This movie is kind of boring in daily conversation, including many details that we need not to know them all. Anyway, I will be aware of French film next time, that's my lesson.

Why speaking this sentence particularily? Honestly, I burt into tears during that movie. It's impossible but I have to admit that I really feel sad about my own stuff. So just at the uninteresting part, my mind skip out and think about my phone call with mom earlier. Then cry. I know I can't change something still and I also know I don't really imagine it works, but it's fucking hard to accept the reality at the very specific time. Life's not all rosy, sweety. Next time before you cry, just remind yourself first and then you probably will not need to cry over and over for hours at mid night.

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